yay...

Yay! Exams have finally finished... I hope I managed to pass all my subjects because failing would put me back another year ><""

I have to admit though, I didn't study to my full potential and was often distracted... really have to learn how to get over procrastination ><"

Ahh well... one month or so of holidays... so many things to do... but i'm too lazy to type them out so yeh... haha =P

Hmm... meh... some ppl are already on holidays :\

They're out! ><"

NOOOOOoooo....!!! THAT WAS THE GAYEST ENDING EVER!!!!!!!!!

omg... that ref is SOOO not leaving the stadium...

Check these out

Just a few interesting things :)

try them!

the image thing stuffed my eyes ><"

now I'm coloured blind!!

http://www.spikedhumor.com/articles/36999/Optical_Illusion_Causes_Hallucination.html

http://www.toledo-bend.com/colorblind/Ishihara.html

Oh and shoutout to Jess again :) Happy B'day!

Happy birthday...

Yeh, shoutout to Jess.

Happy Birthday la...~!

bwahaha

Look what I found :P

Just a random run across I found online... A few "types" of gfs

Ms. Nice Guy
"Tickets to the boxing match? Oh Darling, you shouldn't have"
Also known as: What a gal, precious, one of the boys, my main
squeeze, doormat
Advantages: Cheerful, agreeable, kindly
Disadvantages: May wise up someday

Old Yeller
"You spineless good-for-nothing no talent sob! Can't you see you're making
me miserable??"
Also known as: She-Devil, Sourpuss, the Nag, My Old Lady, Warthog from Hell
Advantages: Pays attention to you
Disadvantages: Screeches, throws frying pans

Sickly
"Oh, my head. My head. My feet. My cramps. My cellulite"
Also known as: Whiner, Mewler, Glumpy
Advantages: Predictable
Disadvantages: Contagious

The Bosser
"Stand up straight. Put on a different tie. Get a haircut. Change your job. Make some money. Don't give me that look."
Also known as: Whipcracker, The Sarge, Ms. Know-it-all, Ball and Chain, yes... Mom
Advantages: Often right
Disadvantages: Often right, but so what?

Ms. Vaguely Dissatisfied
"I just can't decide. Should I switch my career, goals, home, and hair color?"
Also known as: The Fretter, Worrywart, Typical, Aw c'mon Honey
Advantages: Easily soothed
Disadvantages: Even more easily perturbed

Wild Woman out of Control
"I've got an idea. Lez get drunk an' make love on a front lawn. I done it before. S'fun."
Also known as: Fast girl, freewheeler, good time charleena, passed out
Advantages: More fun than a barrel of monkeys
Disadvantages: Unreliable; drives off cliffs

Huffy
"I see nothing humorous in those silly cartoons you keep snickering at"
Also known as: No fun, humorless prig, Cold fish, Chilly proposition,iceberg, Snarly
Advantages: Your friends will feel sorry for you
Disadvantages: You will have no friends

Woman from Mars
"I believe this interpretive dance will explain how I feel about our relationship"
Also known as: The Babbler, Spooky Girl, Screwball, Loony, Bad News, Artistic
Advantages: Entertaining, unfathomable
Disadvantages: Will read her poetry aloud

Ms. Dreamgirl
"I am utterly content with you just the way you are, my handsome genius of a boyfriend. I think we must make love like crazed weasels now"
Also known as: Ms. Right, Goddess, Knockout, Perfection, Gorgeous
Advantages: Funny, intelligent uninhibited
Disadvantages: Will have nothing to do with you

Have I missed any types?

Study break!

Update:
This just in from Jess!
hahahaha omg... it's goood! Even better than that Sarah Michelle Gellah one hehe

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Muahahaha and the effect goes on... STOLEN!! :P

Alrite... Just studied a few things and currently taking a small break... well it's becomming big... I have to get more strict or else I'll never finish studying...

I have the Joline Concert CD playing in my hifi atm... I think it's getting realy stuck in my head ><"

THE FOLLOWING IS A BIG FAT EDIT THANKS TO BLOG BEING GAY AND ERASING MY ORIGINAL POSTING:
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You are...
[] tall
[x] in between - Yes I would like to say so... but then some reckon I'm short..
[] short

[] blonde
[] redheaded
[] brunette
[x] black-haired

[] blue-eyed
[x] brown-eyed
[] green-eyed
[] hazel eyed
[] gold eyed
[] grey eyed
[x] with glasses
[] with contacts

[] with braces - HAD braces...
[x] with freckles
[] with piercings
[] with a tattoo

[] and have long hair
[x] and have short hair - it's more like no hair...
[] and have mid-length hair

Your favorite color(s) are?
[x] red
[] pink
[x] yellow
[x] black - for certain things...
[] green
[x] blue
[] gold - This is so PIMP
[] white
[] silver - This is so RICE
[] purple
[x] brown
[] orange
[] indigo
[] grey

Some things you've done/played include...
[x] soccer
[x] cheerleading – trid and failed miserably...
[x] dancing
[x] lacrosse
[x] field hockey
[x] hockey – watch the nads... plz...
[x] football
[x] softball
[x] wrestling
[x] gymnastics
[x] track/cross country
[x] basketball
[x] baseball
[x] golf
[x] chess
[] playing in the mud
[x] playing music
[x] hiking
[x] kayaking
[x] camping
[x] horseback riding
[] marching band
[x] karate - some other form of self defence...

You are sometimes...
[x] annoying - yeh... quite often actually...
[x] talkative - yep... I can be...
[x] shy – yep... can be too
[x] sweet – hm... depends to who laAaAaaAaa... :P
[x] funny – haha I'm funny :D
[X] mysterious – YES DEFINITELY! note the capital X! HAHA *points at Jess*
[x] serious - :| yeh when I get all philosophical...
[x] bubbly - err... I suppose?
[x] spazzy – u mean spastic? yes...
[x] paranoid - oh of course... everything's a conspiracy... :[x] fun-loving - umm...umm...
[x] laid back – yeh I'm lazy...
[x] strict
[x] hyper
[x] nervous
[x] weird – Sif not!

The music you like is?
[] rap
[x] rock – when im under stress
[x] pop
[] country
[] hip hop
[x] r&b
[] slow jams
[] Christian
[x] classical
[x] techno - a very small amount... makes me happy :) **siezure bots**
[x] oldies
[x] the 80s
[] punk
[] metal
[] reggae
[] Goth - wot's wrong with u ppl?!?!?! >:(
[] Latin
[] 90's Grunge
[x] musicals
[] drum and bass
[] IDM
[] goa.
[] house

The pets you have/had?
[] cat..
[] dog
[x] lizard - I caught one remember? :P
[] snake
[] ferret
[x] spider – Oh I caught this too haha :D
[] rabbit
[] fish – the gold fish we got a while ago started to die… I think the koi ate one
[] bird
[] hamster
[] little brother – um... sibbling type or...
[x] TURTLE
[x] MICE
[x] COCROACH - HAHAHA YES... I caught this too... Coz I'm not a MURDERER!! ><"

You're mostly labeled as?
[] goth
[] emo
[] prep
[] punk
[x] hippie - LOL for my beliefs...
[] nerd – sometimes I wish so...
[] ditzy
[x] hyper
[x] happy
[] everything - wot the hell is everything?!
[x] I hate labels – WHEN THEY KEEP TICKLING UR NECK! I rip them all off! muahaha
[] I have no idea on anything else
[] bitch
[x] GEEK! - As much as you might deny...Jess... I AM :)

You eat?
[] dessert every night
[x] no meat – YEEH!! Vego's for the world!
[] diet stuff
[x] healthy
[x] junk foods
[x] a lot of carbs - I'm friggen AzN, I eat RICE EVERYNIGHT NEARLY!!
[x] ice cream
[] lots of meat - I've retired from this department
[x] salad
[] seafood - far out people... SEAFOOD IS MEAT, BLOODY ALL TYPES OF FLESH IS MEAT!! GET WITH IT U MORONS!! [x] exotic dishes - yep... the stuff I cook :D

A typical friday night...
[] mall with your friends
[] partying
[] doing my homework - haha this is like a never since forever... :P
[] watching movies
[] going to the club
[x] staying home - yes I'm a home boy...
[] playing videogames - hm... no time recently...
[] babysitting and getting $$
[x] hanging out w/ my friends - occasionally
[] hanging out w/ your boyfriend/girlfriend - bleh... *dies*
[] working while your friends are out having fun

Currently you are...
[] in a relationship
[] single and loving it
[x] crushing – Oh always...
[x] single
[] just broke up
[x] considering work in a nunnery
[] married to the one person who is very special and dear to you heart, and hope nothing ever changes it – hm... faith… waiting...

Online, you use:
[x] lol
[x] sup
[x] rofl
[x] lmao
[] stfu
[] ty
[x] j/k
[] <3
[x] ttyl
[] g2g
[x] XD
[x] ^^
[] T_T
[x] x_x
[] ^_^
[x] O.o
[] TOT
[] nyaaah - WTF?!?!
"I use… [x] ><”” [x] -_- [x] raaah! [x] argh [x] hehe [x] haha – HOW COME THESE DIDN’T GET MENTIONED?" - quote Jess~

yes they won!

Yes yes we know they won, good on ya aussies... kinda aggressive but hm... anyways...

Finally I can settle down and study my arse off... well I hope I can anyways since I've cleaned up my table... take a look! :D Basically I need like a lot of SPACE so that I can study ><" Before and after pics! Before:

and After!:

extremes...

Far out... I hate it when I get too happy with a group of friends... I can feel my self losing control... I end up talking too much and doing too much... argh!! ><"

It feels so uncomfortable to be out of proper control...

Lack of...

*sigh*... spent basically the whole of last night building my plane in CATIA... well not MY plane but a replica... basically just had to look at pictures of it online or something and then reproduce it in this 3D cad drawing program... check it out!

What do you think??

I know it's missing a LOT of detail but still... you have no idea how hard it is trying to make it and how much time it took!!! ><""

Anyways... didn't sleep again last night doing this so yeh, I'm really tired...

Goodnight world~

Misunderstandings..

First I'd like to apologise to someone, even though it might not mean anything to you, for making you feel so sad and all. Sorry for making you feel used and everything.

I guess I care too much or I care in the wrong way... When is it that there are things you may ask and there are things that you shouldn't?

There seems to be so many things in my life that I'm DYING for an answer to but everytime I get close it just seems that I'm repelled from them. Is it so made that I am NEVER to know these answers? Why am I not allowed to find out answers to things that involve me?

Oh there are so many answers to questions that I want to ask. I hate feeling incomplete and having big fat gaping voids in my life. Because these things will forever haunt me and they will always be there.

Things like... Why did my father have to leave? Why did I have to get blammed for certain things? Why am I prevented from knowing things that involve me? Why do I have to keep getting misunderstood and why do I keep misunderstanding others as well? There are so many more questions...

Why is it that I'm always trying to care about everything and too much? Why am I trying to care for things out of my control for? I REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE it when people say "WHO CARES"... I guess I've grown up thinking that the world's a selfish place and everyone just cares about their own matters. I admit I'm selfish at times and a lot of the times I don't even realise it.

But I'm sick of seeing everyone only caring for their own matters. I'm sick of seeing the world not caring about everything around them. Why am I always trying to totally open myself to others. Why can't everyone else do the same? Why does everyone seem to be SOOO protective of themselves? Why can't everyone accept everyone? The world would be such a better place...

Am I just stupid or too innocent? I really hate myself sometimes... I guess I care too much about everything, even the things I'm not in control of. Maybe I should turn into one of those "Who cares" people and live in my world of Me, Myself and I.

I guess I should be learning to let go of these questions. But 我唔甘心. 我好唔甘心.

I really hate having to keep falling into pits because I didn't know that they were there. I hate asking people the wrong questions when I didn't know what has happened.

What a sad event it has been... and to add to my car accident today...

Wow, I guess the 6/6/06 was really a bad date...

sleepless me..

So now has come the morning.. And I wake.. And I'm lacking sleep again..
"self taking..." as chinese put it.. "zhi gi na lai"..

Anyways.. off to airport..

la la

still not sleeping.. wasting time... *sigh*

do i worry too much?

Going back..

I'm sure I'm not the only one.. maybe it's one of those mid.. err.. not mid life.. more like post teen life crisis or post teen life effects of introducing the internet..

It has basically become pretty much like a... socialising world for me.. sad to admit but very true.. and I'm pretty sure i'm not the only one!

I mean.. from the very first time I decided to leave my comptuer on and online overnight.. I was doomed..

I still remember before I joined the internet and I could join this dial-up plan for unlimited hrs and unlimited downloads for $30/month.. that was pretty cheap back then! And I use to tell mum.. "nah.. I won't be stuck on the PC, I'll only use it for like 2-3 hrs max a day.."... oohh gee wiiz.. now what?!?! Bloody get home and sit at the box til I go to sleep.. sometimes not even achieving any hw being done..

I really think if I get over this bad habbit then I can achieve SOO SOO much more.. maybe even develop a real life..

hm.. I remember going overseas and not being able to get online and "connecting" with my fellow friends.. that feeling was good.. but then when I didn't have the computer box to face.. there was always the conventional alternative.. the TV Box..

Life seems to revolve around a Box concept.. your life is like a box.. you're governed by certain rules in this world and people are always trying to find a way out of this box..

Well for now, I shouldn't be worrying about the whole life box.. but more about breaking out of my own little box instead.. maybe I can start by turning the computer off over night? I don't think that it's uni that has made me lose my sleeping hours.. but instead.. I reckon it's probably the after effect from all this radiation.. hm..

But then.. once the moment comes to turning it off, you're always thinking.. "NOOO I've got downloads que'ed up!!".. so what then?!?!

Man.. having a computer is alrite.. but without the net.. it's like a car without fuel.. it's like a drug I swear.. the more you don't have it.. the more you'll crave til you finally get your dose.. but then you'll get sick of it..

One day.. or maybe even now.. people's lives are going to rely on computers.. sometimes it might make things better.. at times.. it just might make things worse..

What?

Why is it that when you know someone new, you're full nice with them and all, but then afterwards, all the respect and gratitude just seems to go away?

Friends of more than 10 years just don't even end up asking how each are anymore. They're don't even know what goes on in each other's lives and they usually change so much that it surprises you when you meet them again. I guess everyone has their own life and privacy, but that's not the point, it's not about privacy, it's about staying in touch.. not staying in touch meaning not talking to someone for a number of months and then talk again..

But anyways.. personal opinions, personal views yeh? So I guess nothing I say has any impact on some people what so ever..

Anyways, I just really hate voids.. especially voids that make things seem so unfair because it affected you in such a big way but then there's no explanation.. I'm sure it's happened to other people before, it's like when a friend just TOTALLY goes cold on you and there's basically no explanation =\ What is up with these people's arses? Did they ever consider you as a real friend? hmm

I really do miss some old "friends".. I wonder if they feel the same or maybe they're too busy with their own lives~

I think I need more friends...

Anyways.. Humans.. what are we?

rah!

nooo end of sem exams are comming up soon.. so good luck to all those who have exams and assessments.. hm..

Uni has been pretty hectic recently.. in the last few days and nights I've been staying up doing this Aero design subject.. there was sooo much to do.. basically you do somthing, if it doesn't work then you gotta go back and do it from the start.. that took like sooo much of your time.. but ahh well doesn't matter, as long as it's over.. so basically stayed up for around 40 hrs with absolutely no sleep.. all I did was assignment, food, shower.. so now it's time to catch up..

man.. was today cold or what?! It's getting pretty cold recently.. I think it might have to do with the rain..

hmm there seems to be something wrong with my computer recently.. it keeps "dying" and stuff.. I dunno.. Can't wait til the break then I can clean my room and everything..

aaaanyways..
some people are so mean =\