haii..

Ok.. been a pretty busy easter break..
finally finished my stupid gened journal.. it's crap.. i don't care.. i just want to get it over and done with so i can sleep!

anyways.. hm.. life is weird.. and it's interesting..
I always feel like i'm getting things thrown at me at the BEST times.. best not necessarily meaning it's a good thing in this context.. but I feel like it's just.. it's so.. I don't know.. i can't explain.. it's just a feeling..

It's like things happen and all these feelings and thoughts come into my head..
Guess I gotta learn to better control myself and all..

Most people are only sensitive to certain things when they're at their most extremes.. what I mean is, for example, you will only feel major failure if you're at the peak of your success, you will feel great sadness when you're at your happiest, you will feel great loss when you possess too much.. get ma drift? yeh..

So what do we do? We gotta learn to "stabalise".. never too much.. and never too little of something.. we need balance.. yes.. balance..

anyways.. hm yes.. things are happening as we speak.. what can I do? Go to sleep.. lie down.. I don't know, I'm not respecting time atm as it's nearly 4am already..

*slaps self hard..*