I'm a Runner...

Hm... recently I've been discovering how much of a pussy cat I am sometimes... no not pussy cat dolls or anything related... but more like I'm always running away from things I'm scared of? Whether it be study, friends, events, situations and so on... I'm always the one telling others not to avoid problems bla bla, but I'm always the one doing it... what a hypocrite... *sigh*...

Anyhow... My boss scolded me 2 weeks ago saying I've got problems... maybe I do? He says I'm too proud... I've never been really proud of myself, but then again, maybe I always am and I just don't know it, what a tool... what a fool...

Guess I better do something about myself...

I don't like thursdays...

Well... not every thursday... just thursdays during the Uni semester... Why? Because there's like a 2-3hr break where everyone seems to be busy with something and I'm always alone... I can't find no friends neither... it's cold... it's lonely... it's boring...

I guess I can always find something to study or read, but then the mood is just not there. So I'm sitting in a computing lab atm just typing this up, my thoughts.

I realise that when I'm alone, it's an opporunity for me to think and reflect on myself. I guess I can always do that but my head hurts. I don't want to think.

Anyways, on thursdays I start at 9 am and finish at 6pm. There's a 2-3 hr break in between depending, sometimes it's probably even a 4hr break... I'm bored... I hate waiting all this time and then having to try and survive through the last 3 hr lecture, the lecturer puts you to sleep! ><" and then I gotta drive home or take public transport home. I actually prefer to drive, because I feel like I'm more in control of my time, but then that's not always so, fatigue usually takes hold, so public transport is probably better. But then a lot of the times I have to wait for the train/bus and that really sux...

Anyways... yay I just managed to use up about 4 minutes...

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Woah... news has been interesting recently!
Other than extremely cold weather happening around *sneezes* ARGH! I hope I didn't catch a cold... I just woke up from sleeping on my chair ><" One of my primary school/high school friends is in Hollywod! Another high school collegue has managed to reach Professional Soccer :S hm... I better do something! hahaha let's eat! wooo! wooo! Argh... sufferring from stomach aches and stuff all day... must have been some hidden implcated onions and garlic inside the mexican food I had last night ><" At least I trid my best to avoid it as much as possible, and at least I was nowhere near meat! EIIWW!!! :P

Well, yesterday was my friend's Lawrence's birthday dinner. His birthday's not until Tuesday so there's no need to say happy birthday yet haha. We went to this Mexican Restaurant called "Borderland Mexican" restaurant. When we arrived there he said that he had apparently booked the wrong restaurant hahaha but ooh well.

But that wasn't all that happened yesterday... Anson came over around 3:30PM to go shopping for a present, so we went to Macquarie centre, but we weren't able to find what we were looking for. We were actually looking for that electric shock game haha

So then we decided to go to Jaycar around Crows Nest to see if we can get it. But then on the way, apparently the Pacific High way entraces had been blocked off from Epping road and we nearly ended up crashing 3 times and got lost 2 times hahaha

So we stuffed that idea and he just came over to my house to play some games and we headed off to dinner.

It was funny, all my high school group was there along with a bunch of Uni people. It was like a high school reunion haha. Then afterwards some friends came over to play some Poker... I lost many many rounds... miserably... I suck at bluffing hahaha, but then it's a good thing :P

Ahh well... oh yeh... sorry if you were bored Jess ({) =(

Today I kindly volunteered to be Vivien's first live specimen... well... for today anyways haha... for those wondering, I mean eye test!
I sat there trying to stay away for about 2 hours as Vivien had to keep prying my eyes open to test my eyes haha. Thanks for the free eye examination! :D It was probably the best one I've done hahaha

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